Day 20 Through the Looking Glass

I am drinking 3 whey casein protein shakes a day, have quit drinking alcohol, and am eating fruit, vegetables and lean protein meals.  That's when I am hungry enough to eat a meal as the shakes are very filling.  The theory is that I am giving my body what it needs to build strong healthy cells, epithelial, and muscle tissues.  This will enable me to heal well and fight infection effectively.  It takes a concerted effort to make a protein shake that I can stomach and then proceed to stomach said shake.  It is taking up alot of time and effort and I hate those shakes, they are not nearly as comforting as a glass of red wine and a steak.  Sigh.

My days of eating what I wish are over.  Now I eat to live and nourish a healthy body and immune system.  I do not eat what cancer craves. 

I also own two brand new recliners.  Given my new healthy eating plan I find this silly and it illustrates my wacky new life.

 I shop online for camisoles with concealed pockets for drains and fake booby pillows to simulate a normal shape.  They are so expensive I have to file insurance to afford them.  So much for my miserly TJ Maxx pricing standards.

My husband did the ironing today.  Nothing makes sense anymore.